I look in the mirror and all I can see
Ain’t the image staring back at me
I got a lot of regrets that I just can’t escape
Like a load of my own wretched mistakes
Written ‘cross the brow of my own soul
Making me look deathly like Hell and Sheol
Day after day, I’m making my way
But it be more like I’m just losing my way
Cause the decisions I make don’t make my way
But they only mark me day after day.
Got sins of the flesh all up in my past
And though the past be gone it still always do last
And though the past be gone it still got a grasp
That it do hang on and it do certainly last
I got the dust of my body all up in my flesh
And cain’t seem to take an adequate breath
All up on my flesh and my soul deep within
Calling me to evil and to play light with sin
I look in the mirror and what do I see
It ain’t the image staring back at me
It’s a myriad of choices decisions and deeds
Thoughts and memories of so many things
Done and undone by the heart of my flesh
Lusting after the day of my last breath
It’s a man I don’t desire or want to be
Having had done so many wicked things
Both in the body and up in the mind
Walking through life like he was just blind
Can’t seem to stop him from doing the deeds
That undo so many valuable things
I’m floundering in my error and deep in my sin
Falling flat on my face again and again
I’m needing true life to come lift me up
Father please come help me bear up this cup
Bear with me this barren cross of myself
And teach me the ways of your glorious self
I look in the mirror and all I can see
Ain’t the image staring back at me
But a memory of pains sorrow and deceit
Marking my mind with lasting defeat
And no matter how hard that I should try
To lay down my false self to finally die
The image in the mirror it still always belies
The man who truly is on the inside
I’m supposed to be a whole lot better than this
I’m not supposed to be so twisted like this
I got the spirit of God coursing my veins
Supposed to be teaching me how to deal with life’s pains
Still I be living like I was a dead man
My flesh is a corpse that I be carrying
Dragging along with concerted effort
As if I must live my life with this dead weight
I gotta lift myself up with the power of the spirit
By doing what I learn not just hearing it
I look in the mirror and all I can do
Is remake the image into a man that is true
Make him a man full of faithful deeds
With a heart full of prayers down on his knees
Gotta fight off the flesh with daily toil
Until it fall down dead in the soil
And I stand up in the power of Almighty God
The only real strength that I have got
To battle the flesh and bear up the spirit
What be the power over sin to cure it
I can’t do this alone without the power of his strength
Cause all that he is is all that I ain’t
Can’t seem to get it into my thick ol’ head
The spirit’s alive and the flesh it is dead
It be more than just a statement of what be the fact
It be describing a state of affairs that
Tell what it means to live in the flesh
And to live in the spirit is to finally get a full breath
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